Valentines Cards..

I might stand them up in the living room on Valentines day if I dont sell any, pretend that I've got some.. lol

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Valentines Day.

I'm not really looking forward to valentines day at all this year. I used to dislike the holiday when I was single before, and now I am again - its not high on my priorities.

Although I have been looking forward to making some cards for the occaision, since its the first card making thing I have coming up, apart from my own birthday. Which I dont make cards for.. that would be rather odd.

I've finally sorted my craft things out and can get on with doing some cards hopefully :) I just have to find some inspiration and away I go.

It would be so good to have a really romantic valentines day, cards, flowers, balloons, a lovely meal, a cinema outing or something. Although, a card would be nice.

Maybe I can try and arrange to do something for my birthday this year, and two days late. Then valentines day might not be so crappy x

A New Award! :)

Thank you so much to Jane for this lovely award =) It really made my day xhugsx

The blogs I'd like to nominate are:

What Jane Really Thinks
Jane's Handmade Cards
Swiedebie
Tabby Craft Designs
Daisy and Dandelion

Its so nice to be able to look at other blogs at such cute, fabulous and creative projects, whether they are cards or not. And Jane, its really good to have someone be as honest as you are. I think you are fab!

Hannahx

Counselling and Confidence.

I have my first counselling session at 9.30 this morning, and I should really be in bed now. But I'm really pretty nervous. I've tried pretty hard to try and well, not exactly forget things. I'll never ever forget my Dad. It scares the life out of me that I might forget things that we did together, or laughs we had, or what his voice sounds like.
In one sense I dont want to talk about how I feel about missing him and not really being able to live without him, but then I do as well, I'll talk about my Dad to anyone who will listen. I'm positive I bore plenty of people by talking about him. But its my way of making him still be here.
I dont want to get upset, I dont want to cry and I dont want to have to deal with those feelings.
I know its the only real way to get better, but its just scaring me.
Then tomorrow I've got an appointment at the womens centre in town to do something about my confidence as far as I know.
I've got a friend that said she would go with me, but I dont know if its something I should do alone. I'm not really going to get anywhere having someone to hold my hand am I? Thats probably what my problem is, I dont step out of my comfort zone because it scares the crap out of me.

I hope its a step in the right direction, and the start to a more positive, confident personality and life.
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